Hari Jumat, di SMA 39 Jakarta

So today, I had my first cigarette.

Unmanlike

It was very painful when you said you just felt too afraid to help me,
especially when you were the only reason why I faced & allowed her to $l^* me.

You. Say nothing. Do nothing. Be nothing.
So... It will be fair if I call you "chicken".
I'm so sorry, but it is worthy of you.