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May 31, 2013

D

You're always trying to bury it deep down so that no one can smell it.
But I saw you.
I saw you digging that hole.

May 30, 2013

Rain

It's not about how hard the raindrops fall into the ground.
It's more about how they tend to find some ways to go along the tracks even though somehow and someday they know they will fall again.

May 28, 2013

Kalo kemarin-kemarin hati gw dihajar abis-abisan buat belajar ‘ikhlas’, hari ini ‘memaafkan’ resmi masuk kategori mata pelajaran yang harus gw ambil biar bisa lulus jadi manusia dengan gelar sarjana berhati baja.
Gw udah ikhlas ngeliat beberapa orang pergi diam-diam walaupun sebenernya gw juga bisa kalo gw mau.
Tapi entah kenapa gw lebih memilih untuk ditinggalkan daripada meninggalkan.
Dan untuk kali ini, kalaupun seandainya gw harus nyerahin perkara ‘memaafkan’ ini ke waktu, gw yakin waktu juga gak mau diajak kompromi.

May 14, 2013

Rainbow

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I re-blogged this picture for you all (most importantly for Indonesians) who are very much against gay marriage.
Well, two friends of mine are gays.
And they are so nice that I promise myself I won’t ask God any other happiness than being surrounded by nice people.

May 12, 2013

20

Kurang dari 2 bulan lagi gw bakal jadi anggota paguyuban manusia-manusia berkepala dua. Banyak hal yang mau gw capai, dari mulai hal-hal sepele, sampe hal-hal yang agak gak realistis tapi gw tetep optimis.

Jadi gini, meskipun nama gw Anisa Fajrina yang jelas-jelas diambil dari surat An-Nisa dan Al-Fajr di Al-Qur’an, sejujurnya, gw bukan tipe anak solehah yang rajin mengaji ataupun solat lima waktu setiap hari.
Tapi gw juga gak bejat-bejat amat dan masih mikirin akhirat.
Nah, sebelum umur gw 20 tahun, gw punya misi buat khatam Al-Qur’an.
Lebih pengennya lagi gw bisa hafal surat An-Nisa & Al-Fajr, biar kalo lagi di bus ketemu cowok kece, gw bisa pamer ala-ala Maria di Ayat-Ayat Cinta, “Fahri, aku hafal surat Maryam".
(Kemudian tadarusan di dalam bus sambil bagiin amplop).

Hal lain yang mau gw capai ya lumayan nyeni: teater & fotografi.
Dan ternyata, gw baru sadar, selain masih susah bedain mana ketoprak mana lontong sayur, gw juga emang anaknya susah banget bagi waktu.

(Intermezzo dikit, gw jadi keinget cerita tentang si Mando. Doi gak bisa bedain mana Logan Lerman mana Morgan Freeman! Hahahaha!)

Buat sekarang-sekarang ini, itu aja yang mau gw capai.
Walau halangan rintangan semakin panjang membentang, tak jadi masalah dan takkan jadi beban pikiran.

May 4, 2013

"Kak Ena kan kakak aku."

That was the sweetest confession of a boy I’ve been acquainted with. I almost shed tears.
That was even sweeter than million sticks of cotton candy. I wanted to shriek.
All my family members & my close friends know I’ve at all times desired to have a younger sister or brother.
And last night, a 13-year-old boy pronounced me as his sister.
I’m really happy.

Thank you, Iki.

May 3, 2013

Children

Children are wonderful.
I love their innocence.
I love their honesty.
I love the way they love what they love and hate what they hate.
I love the way they forgive their foes easily.
I love the way they laugh and cry.
I love the way they want to learn everything with no arrogance or sheepishness.
I love the way their toys are very well-treated despite the fact that they can buy a better one in the store.
I love their eyes.
I love their sincere words.
I love their confused face when they tie their shoes.
I love the way they dance when they hear amusing music.
I love the way they talk to strangers.
I love children.

Children are wonderful.
When they are very sad, they cry. When they are very happy, they smile or laugh or jump.
Adults are hypocrites.
When they are very sad, they make an effort to smile. When they are very happy, they cry.

May 1, 2013

The One with The Door

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Well, this analogy reminds me of the similar one I made (26/02/2013) for someone I adore:
It’s been a year I’ve knocked a door. Just one door. But it was always closed and locked. Now it is open and the key has gone.
But I’ve been too tired of being in a constant anguish. So, I just let that opened-door open. And I leave… with a new hope that someday I’ll find another great door.

After seeing this picture, to be honest, I’m really ashamed of my own thoughts.
The idea of [errrr…] loving someone should not have been as simple as knocking a shut door.
Once ones fall in love, they have to be more single-hearted I believe.
And whoever made this analogy, thank you.
Though today is not someday, at least that one day has arrived in my life.

P.S.: I’m gonna constantly wear my sunglasses and bikini now! It’s summer time, no?